Loss

How does it feel when you lose a part of yourself into an unknown space?

How does it feel to live in-between hope and hopelessness?

How does it feel to live at a big loss and look forward to a bigger loss?

How does it feel when you yearn for something which you cannot have?

How does it feel to constantly think about someone closest to you, not anymore?

How does it feel to remember the good old times - feel happy and sad at the same time?

How does it feel to wait for the call you'll never receive?

How does it feel to erase the most memorable memories?

How does it feel to feel abandoned and stripped?

How does it feel to be challenged by love?

How does it feel to become at peace with the internal chaos?

How does it feel to not feel anything anymore ?

Marching ahead

Sadists with burning pots

Broken hearts; in abundance - dark thoughts

Some love less, some don't at all

Coated words, they proudly utter

False promises, they effortlessly mutter

They is probably everyone I know

Enough is enough, stop this show

A yardsticks' distance, must you keep

All they want is, for you to weep

Weep, weep, weep, until you cry out a sea

See you fall, on a pile of mud

Fall on your bottom, with a great thud

Who cares about what you seek?
Oh dear lord, I still wish to be meek
Help me lord, to rise above em all
Mind my business, amidst et al

Words - some nice
the rest coated with sugar and spice
To throw you away like a dice
No no no you ain't that weak
Shove em up, with all your fury
If you must, with great decree

The situation seems really grim
Use your judgment, to trim (people)
A relationship detox, is now a must
There is really no one you can trust

Truth when spoken creates commotion
Jealousy, hatred, insecurity and dismay
How can they withstand us, being gay
These are not the traits, of a true friend
Such relationships soon come to an end

People have come and gone
No one is here, to stay
It's better to anyway keep them, at bay

Thank you world for teaching me to lie
What was once tough is now, a piece of pie

There's just one person with whom I can be myself
That person is none other than my-self
Trust yourself.
Hate none though!
For the sake of humanity!
For the sake of humanity!!
For the sake of humanity!!!

Keep some distance and shut your mouth
Keep rowing your boat, making your own way
Be grateful, come what may
Keep marching ahead
With some hope, for tomorrow to be a better day

I won't MOVE ON!!!

Everyone talks about 'moving on' in life!
I will never.... move on!! ;-)
Never!!!
You think it's easy?
Forgetting people?...Just like that?
It's impossible!

You think you can forget people if you stop talking to them?
You think distance helps separation?
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Nope!

We meet so many people in life. Strangers become acquaintances. 
Lemme define an acquaintance- A school-mate/ a college-mate/ an office colleague/ a neighbor etc. In lay man's language- The Hi! Bye! people. Some of them become friends, and a very few, become friends-for-life!

We 'invest' a lotta time in some people, the people we like- the people we love. The sad thing is that ultimately all this fades away with time.  People just forget the good times they've had together and stop valuing 'it' after the direct association is over. What I don't understand is that why people love moving on in life!?? Is it for selfish reasons? Temporary associations? A master plan eh? 

We have 3 major phases in life. School-life, College-life and Work-life. And in every phase we make new friends, but that doesn't mean you forget the old ones. Coz from every phase, from a  million people, only one or two become the closest. And if you don't even maintain a good relationship with 'them', you are an utter failure in life in this aspect. The evergreen old friends- Ah! Some friends are forever. But if there is no acknowledgement of the fact from both sides, the friendship derails. It does. 

[Personally, I don't think one-sided-friendships are successful. After-all, we are also human. We are social- animals. One person cannot keep initiating everything every damn time. One definitely gets tired, how much ever they love their friends. I don't like people who take their friends for granted. One should not. If you cannot take out a few minutes from your life in a week or a month or a year!!!!!! for your loved one, then just question yourself, what kind of a life are you living???

Having the belief that he/ she is doing fine wherever he/she is, is okay, but what are you losing in making sure that it is so? What does it take? An sms? A call? An FB message for God sakes!!!!!!!!! Gosh! Know your priorities! :-/] 

Moving on is as good as moving away! :-(

Schooling over! Friendship over! 
College over! Friendship over!
People have got it totally wrong! :-/ What I don't like is that, when one of these phases get over, people just disappear! And that's it?!? 

A true friend feels twice the happiness and thrice the sorrow we feel. But a true friend is like a diamond- precious and rare. 

To all my best friends out there: This post is for you- I don't need to take names- Coz you know the place you hold in my life and in my heart and all I wanna say is, "Of all the door’s I have gone through in life, none was more inviting, welcoming and heart-filled than the one that led me to you." 

I won't move on, unless you force me to! :-| 

[Filmy ho jaayega, but here it goes, "Hum hai raahi pyaar ke, phir milenge chalte chalte!"]

1st March, 2012