Sweet Surrender

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna grow old with you...

I wish you’d know

I want to walk with you

Hand in hand

On the silvery sand

On the beach seeing the

Sun-rise and the sun-set!

Feeling our feet sink in the sand

While we walk

And feel the salty water 

Wash away the silt 

As we get into the water

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna grow old with you...

I wish you’d know

The way I feel for you

On those gloomy days

On those hazy evenings

And those starry nights

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna grow old with you...

Tip toeing through the sugarcane field

Living our passionate dream

Playing hide and seek

Beneath the sugary delight

And oh! Suddenly

You held me tight

I hope no one would have seen

All that would have followed that night... ;-)

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna grow old with you...
When we get drenched in the rain

Feeling every drop trickling down our face

The splashes of water I want to feel

As you take me along with you

And run your hands through my spine

O' beloved, forever be mine

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna grow old with you...

In the lush green fields

Where only the wind whispers to you and me

It’s a solemn secret that it shares with us

And it will always remain with the three of us

Lying on the grass

Feeling the breeze

Feeling the grass beneath us

In natures' cradle, we will be

All by ourselves

Baby, Just you and me

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna grow old with you...

As we dive into the sea

Amongst the star fishes and sea urchins

We swirl in the sea, dancing
Making patterns in the blue abode

We dive past by the coral reefs

A spectacular sight, we'd got to see

As we swim in the Persian Gulf

What we create is the whirlpool of love...

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna grow old with you...

I just want you to know

I wanna spend the rest of my life with you :-)

P.S.- Dedicated to "the chosen one" for me! ;-)

Secret Admirer

I'm Roxanne. I live in New York City. I'm 22. A proud American. Single. I'm doing my masters in Psychology. I do a part time job in McDonalds and I'm not loving it!! Argh! I'm an independent gal and my lifestyle sucks. I get up at 6am. Have a Starbucks coffee in the morning, rushing to college. Lunch in the campus. After classes, I rush to McD for work. Get back at night, hang around with my pals in the bar. Fag and booze. Get laid every other day with a random guy. Get back to my house past 2am and crash. Usually sleep- deprived! LOL! Mom and her BF live in San Diego. Dad and his GF live in St. Louis. I meet them occasionally, for Christmas or Easter. Life has been just the same since so many years, but I was not happy. I missed falling in love.

In the month of Feb, something strange started happening. Someone started dropping cute cardboard messages in my mail box. (Well, I hoped it were a 'he' doing it! LOL!).

I loved the gesture. He didn't write his name. Soon I forgot about it.
After a week, to my surprise, he dropped two.

I wondered who it could be. 

Someone from my class? Someone I knew? Or someone who wanted to know me? Or....just....someone....!! 

*Perplexed* !! :-/

I started observing guys at my study, started searching for behavioral differences to find out who it was. But, everything was just normal. I did not tell anyone about this, not even Rachel, my closest pal.

After another week, he dropped three! :-O :-O

I did not know how to react. I was both happy and sad. Happy that someone loved me. Sad because I didn't know who he was! :'(

I was trying to recall the handwriting but it didn't help! :-/

Two weeks passed by and nothing happened. One day I gotta call from an unknown number from a public booth. I said, "Hello". A male voice said, "Hello there, You sound as sweet as candy". Before I could say anything else he disconnected the call. I concluded that it was the same guy. Such things have never happened to me before.The very next day, he dropped a card.

This was insane. I was irritated. What was it with him? Was he that scared to reveal his identity. His cards were so cute and lovely and I loved it totally. I wanted to meet him. Next day, I went to class, I found a card on my desk! I was shell- shocked. 

I turned here and there to see who it was. And when i turned back the card was missing. How could that happen? There was no one in front of me. How did it disappear? It was strange and a little scary. The same day, at the McDs counter, to my utter shock I found a card:

That day, I came back home and found a card in my mail box which said:

I wish he reveals his identity one day. Because I'm in search of true love.
Cardboard guy. If you are reading this, "Whoever you are. Where ever you'r from. I know you love me. I love you too. Meet me ASAP"

16 September 2011